Change is needed in everyone’s life, ‘In with the old and out with the new’. Changes can be subtle or huge it’s your choice to make that change, no matter how little or small. I made mistakes and I still do, as humans always do, a lot of these occurred when I was younger and thought I was invincible, and often still people remind me of the choices I made. It’s hard to let go and move on from the past but I ask anyone to look back, and ask themselves if they are the same person they were a year ago? 6 months ago? If you can say yes to either of those, you need to put yourself in the world and start living! We are forever learning, changing, growing which brings me to saying -
What gives someone the right to break someone down to point of feeling no self worth for a decision they made? Your ‘opinion’ is tired and sad like yourself it’s none of your business! I’m tired of the labels and names, they no longer define me nor anyone. Words hurt, everyone has a heart and feelings. I’m sick of feeling empty from people I shouldn’t care about due to their nasty words and petty opinions from stories they have heard. I’ve learnt to grow thick skin to peoples opinions of myself but I’m still human and words do hurt from time to time. But, I’m happy and carefree for the first time in a long time and it’s because I now know I’m not who anyone says I am. Only I can answer who I am and who that is, isn’t anyone’s business but my own. Find yourself good friends, ones who really care (they take time to find) Be around people who make you happy and encourage you to do and be your BEST, tomorrow is always a new day, yesterday is history the rest is up to you to make your life what you want it to be and the person you set out to be. Love yourself and that’s all you need!
-Bel Telley xx
We are a cruel world.
I know there is cure for Cancer, you can’t say to me a multi billion dollar industry doesn’t have an answer, we stupidly poor our money into these foundations month after month to find a ‘cure’ for the ones we love and after years of research there still isn’t a cure? It makes me mad innocent people, beautiful babies, parents, your friends, god dam anyone has to suffer a painful slow and often fast death from a disease that leaves holes in people’s hearts and lives. You do your research cause I have, if there’s a cure for aids I can assure you there’s one for cancer. My family and friends have been lost to this evil, cruel disease but really it’s time people stop naming and shaming cancer itself, everyone gets sick at some point and it’s not fair and to be struck with this disease isn’t something you’d wish anyone to have BUT for a world to keep a cure for the sake of money it’s just sick to me. Cancer is nothing but a multi-billion dollar industry, every ad you see, every council worker! How many politicians would loose their elections because they no longer have a campaign backing these drug companies? Drug companies would loose business, unemployment would skyrocket, Taxes would increase for newly unemployed which would be millions of people, there for all taxes would rise bringing more people under the poverty level. Its cruel and unfortunate, it breaks me apart seeing people I love loose a fight to disease I know can be cured. But we’re a money hungry world and we all thrive off it, we no longer spend money on things we need it’s all about our wants. And it seems we’d rather see people die then live In a world with less money but more love.